I feel the need... The need for speed!

I've been thinking that I want to do something bucket list-ey for my 30th birthday. I can't seem to decide what to do though. The thing I want to do the most is ride a bull. It's been the highest thing on my bucket list since before I knew what a bucket list was. I looked into it though and the only place I found that would let me requires a 5 day class in spanish fork first and it costs a fortune. So that's out. Next I was thinking of bridge bungee jumping. Yes, if all my friends jumped off of a bridge, I would too. I'd be the one scheduling it. But there isn't a lot of bridges in greater salt lake city. I've already been skydiving and I'd really like it to be something I've never done before. La Dayna and I are going hang gliding or paragliding or something so that's awesome. Brandon suggested cliff diving but jumping into water is the one thing I won't do. So what is left? What should I do? Right now I'm thinking of doing the alpine slide and zip line in park city. Not as cool as riding a bull but would still be fun. Unless someone comes up with something better for me to do!

But he's my baby brother!

Oh my god. My baby brother is getting married on Saturday. It's not new news to me but it might as well be. I was just thinking, it really hasn't hit me yet I wonder when that will happen. Yeah, super, made it happen right then. I feel like I have been punched in the gut. I wasn't expecting this at all. The feeling, I mean, I was expecting the wedding. And I'm so happy for him and I adore Rustie and I hope they have a long happy life together. It's just that he's my baby brother. I helped raise him. He is my other kid. I can't believe he is at this point in his life.