But he's my baby brother!

Oh my god. My baby brother is getting married on Saturday. It's not new news to me but it might as well be. I was just thinking, it really hasn't hit me yet I wonder when that will happen. Yeah, super, made it happen right then. I feel like I have been punched in the gut. I wasn't expecting this at all. The feeling, I mean, I was expecting the wedding. And I'm so happy for him and I adore Rustie and I hope they have a long happy life together. It's just that he's my baby brother. I helped raise him. He is my other kid. I can't believe he is at this point in his life.